It isn't the same.

Apparently, my bestfriend, Mei-Mei did move to Kentucky -.- It just broke my heart to see her walk out that door on her last day of school. The second day without her here with me, just made me cry my eyes out. I just couldn't hold it all in. I didn't know that I would end up like this. I guess things happen for a reason. I just have to learn that people drift apart from eachother & I just have to face the fact that she's gone & learn how to move on. I just have to remember all those good times we had together in my heart because one day we will reunite & I would be looking forward to that<3 Things just aren't the same without her. I guess I'm trying to say is that she's my lucky charm. She encourages me towards what I'm going for. It just went all so fast. Where did it all go to? Those stupid fights we had? Or just having the time of our lives together? Just thinking about it makes it so hard to find the answer to. I mean what kind of friendship just has the good sides to it instead of the bad? Well, besides that I just wish that I could see her one more time & hang out with all of our friends <3 I just have to live my life without her & act like everything is alright.

End of Summer.

Summers almost over and I can honestly say that this is a Summer that I will never forget. I've had my bad times and my good, so that's what made my Summer unforgettable. So news so far is that my bestestesterest friend in the whole world is probably moving to Kentucky! I don't want her to move >_< She's the only person that could understand me, the one that's a sister to me, but most of all the one I could tell everything to. Hopefully she doesn't, that would just break my heart:( We've had so many good times together that I still remember. From the funny moments, stupid moments, & even the bad moments. Well, I'm gonna stop thinking about that, but registration is on Thursday, so hopefully I see her there & our moms could talk her out of moving :D OH & I'll be getting a haircut with my Ate Nikki on that day too:) but I don't know what kind D: Well it's getting late & I really need to catch up on my sleep, schools coming up! BYE BYE NIGHTY NIGHT!

Family.

Family is always there for you no matter what. But I guess it comes to a time where it just goes a bit too far. It gets so annoying. My parents have been going through the same problem over and over again. It's always about freaking money! I'm just so sick of it. Why can't we ever just be a normal family? If only just my dad could just change his attitude toward my moms side of the family, everything would just be perfectly fine. But no he just has to be selfish! Sure he's my dad and I'm supposed to love him because he brought me to this world, but I've just had enough of his childish acts. Everytime my moms side of the family needs money because somebodys sick, my dad doesn't even freaking care! and when it comes to his side of the family he's greedy and gets mad at my mom when she doesn't wanna give money for what he did to her. Do they think money grows on freaking trees here?! GOD, we work too don't you know that?! If you can't afford the money to go to that freaking field trip then don't bother asking for money. It's not like that trip was mandatory anyway, so why bother go? We earned that money and we deserved it. Maybe you guys should just start working hard as we do here. You guys are always depending on us for money! UGH, I just don't know what to do-_____-